After another failed attempt to have a biological child, I have given up fertility treatments. I am no longer going to do this to my body. I have gained 12 pounds (at least). I'm tired of the shots, drs appointments, and mental/physical wear on my body and marriage.
It is time to update our 36 month home study. It is going to cost us about $1,900. Not happy about having to pay out more money when we don't expect a referral for about 2 more years.
We are fixing up our house because we are wanting to put up for sale and move closer to Louisville. I hate living so far from church and work. I'm not sure when we will be listing since there is lots of work to be done and my husband is a procrastinator.
I still think and pray for Lauren. I will see ladybugs every once in a while and my heart will flutter just thinking about being Lauren's mommy.
